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Aug. 20th, 2006


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He did even have the guts to show his face this morning. I guess expecting an apology for completely disregarding my feelings was just to much.

See the thing is I had to be at strike, they didn't. If they were uncomfortable (though why would they they haven't done anything wrong, right?) they could just leave. But I, on the other hand, just had to sit there and put up with it. I thought I deserved more respect then that but what the hell was I thinking! The best part is I bet he didn't even tell her about how I felt. Perhaps later when she made some comment about how pissed I seemed. OH GOD HOW I FUCKING LOVE DRAMA!!

Walking home alone last night sucked. Everyone else was off to hang out, I just wasn't up for that. I'm in a bad place again.

Aug. 19th, 2006

beat up

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Ohhh respect, how you mock me.

Aug. 17th, 2006

Sex Kitten

Wow. I am such a GIRL!

I just had a bubble-bath with candles and a bottle of white zin, while listening to Enya. LOL

Here have a meme.

1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'6"
2. Have you ever smoked heroin? No.
3. Do you own a gun? No.
4. Rehab? No.
5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? I've only met the parents once, and I honestly don't remember if I was.
6. What do you think of your friends? I seem to have lost touch with to many of them in a very short period of time.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Here We Go a Wassailing
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? COFFEE
9. Do you do push-ups? Used to, should again.
10. Have you ever done ecstacy? Never.
1. Are you vegitarian? Wouldn't.
12. Do you like painkillers? If I'm in pain then yes.
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Not really all that sure I have one. At least not one I use consciously.
14. Do you own a knife? Yes.
15. Do you have A.D.D.? Yes.
16. Date Of Birth? 07.06.1984
17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: Where is my wine? I Wonder where Jim is. The Angels & Airwaves album I just bought rocks!
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought? See question 17, nifty glasses, and wine.
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink: coffee, water, beer, prickly pear margarita, milk.
20. What time did you wake up today? 6 am, then 6:15 am, then 6:20 am.
21. Current hair? Short, and pseudo-natural colored.
22. Current worry? Buying books.
23. Current hate? Unpacking
24. Favorite place to be? The Alley Theater
25. Least favorite place to be?
26. Where would you like to go? The zoo.
27. Do you own slippers? No.
28. What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? No fracking idea.
29. Do you burn or tan? Burn!!
30. Last thing you ate? BBQ pork thing at the Brew Pub.
31. Would you be a pirate? I would like to go sailing, though the raping and some of the pillaging I could do without.
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? Right... now!
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever is in my head.
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Spiders.
36. Last thing that made you laugh? Jenny singing while isolating.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? Tigger.
38. Worst injury you've ever had? Torn rotator cuff.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 1, though it gets used rarely.
41. Do you wish on stars? I have not wished on a star in a long time.
42. What is your favorite book? Flowers for Alganon,
43. What is your favorite candy? I'm not really a candy fiend, I have to be in the right mood.
44. What song do/did you want played at your wedding? That isn't an aspect I've really thought about.
44. What song do you want played at your funeral? Whatever my family wants to hear, seeing as I won't be there to enjoy it.
45. What were you doing 12AM last night? Sleeping.
50. Do you love someone? I do, and I feel a little bad I didn't say so before he left today.


If you like Blink-182 go buy this album!!

Aug. 8th, 2006

happy Excel

Terry is awesome!

So one day quite a while ago I was ranting to Terry about how hard it was to find good field shirts for women. So of his own volition he went out and found a couple and sent them to me! Useful, unexpected gifts are the best! Oh speaking of which I <3 my new power strip.

Aug. 7th, 2006

ski monster

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Dear my exs,
Thank you oh so very much for ruining Pink Floyd for me. I am unable to listen to either Echos or Dark Side of the Moon with out thinking about one or both of you shit heads. Which is a shame because I actually like their music. Ex #2, you even knew I had issues with Pink Floyd and made me listen to it anyway. Thanks a million both of you!
Annoyed with Jenny's choices in music

Anyway, the last weeks of summer are blowing by at a million miles an hour. I only have 8 full time days left, school starts in two weeks, and Don Juan opens this Thursday. One of my bestest best friends came to visit me, I had a blast despite the sun burn on my calves, and can only hope she did too. More later, dinner and a shower are next on the docket.

Jul. 30th, 2006

beat up

Uhhhhhuuhghuwhfg;lkjnerlk ,../.




[EDIT: The Reckoning]
So the inside is done. Tomorrow I have to get rid of the rest of Luke's crap from outside, cancel my city bill, and move my fucking car. Oh and I also have to work for 10 hours, and go to rehearsal for another 3. When the hell do I get to have time for me again? I've managed to stress myself out so bad this afternoon that my shoulders are in a huge knot.

Trevor is going to have to go live with Nifty, if she will let him. I came home today and I could hear him crying from the street. There is no way I can keep him here if he is going to be that loud when I'm gone. Ayrn, I would ask you to take him but you are leaving for LA in two months and at least this way one of us will still get to see him. He might not get to see me everyday but at least he will be with some people who will love him.

I dropped my aloe plant on the floor, I think it will be ok but I don't want to clean up the mess.

Jul. 29th, 2006


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I wish I knew why there is no hot water in the building. Yesterday I suffered through a luke-warm shower, but the water seems colder today. They are most likely doing some work somewhere, I'm not on their list of people to let know yet. The kitty and I are moved to the new place. Today and tomorrow are the final cleaning of the house I lived in for a year. I forgot how much moving sucked, I'm really ready to find a place to stick to for a few years.


Jul. 24th, 2006


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So Ayrn decided not to tell me he was going to be in Gunny. That's ok, I didn't want to see him or September anyway. Fuck both of you, I'm really glad I was trying to be your friend. Just like most my Lakewood friends, can't give me the time of day. Gods I fucking love feeling like shit.

Jul. 22nd, 2006

happy Excel

Tomorrow's the big day!

I finally got a hold of the RA, and moving day is tomorrow. That is of course assuming I can get my hands on a truck of some sort.
I will be posting my addy and phone number "friends only" but feel free to email me if you want it anyway. Though my cell is still the best way to contact me.

See ya on the other side.


Jul. 21st, 2006

theo smile

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Well just to end my LLLOOOONNNGGGGGGGGGG week at work, I get a migraine while driving home. I skipped rehearsal, went home and went to bed at 6:30. I woke up today at 9-ish. 14.5 hours asleep, yeah I guess I needed that. I am in no mood to ride in the car for hours this weekend, and as such will be skipping the Ren Fest. Shorty will be bummed, but I just can't do it. RenFest has lost some of it's charm anyway, it was cool when I was 10 and the venue didn't suck. Now it's just this mass of tourists milling around a dirt covered sweat farm. I'd rather go camping at Silverjack or somewhere where there is shade and perhaps even water.

I might use this long weekend to move to my new place instead. I don't really mind Sam and Cole that much but the condition of the kitchen and the gross dishes they leave all over the house irritate the CRAP out of me. Besides, elevators are cool.

At least I finally get to see Pirates tonight.


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