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He did even have the guts to show his face this morning. I guess expecting an apology for completely disregarding my feelings was just to much.

See the thing is I had to be at strike, they didn't. If they were uncomfortable (though why would they they haven't done anything wrong, right?) they could just leave. But I, on the other hand, just had to sit there and put up with it. I thought I deserved more respect then that but what the hell was I thinking! The best part is I bet he didn't even tell her about how I felt. Perhaps later when she made some comment about how pissed I seemed. OH GOD HOW I FUCKING LOVE DRAMA!!

Walking home alone last night sucked. Everyone else was off to hang out, I just wasn't up for that. I'm in a bad place again.



I will see you next weekend!!!
1. My Dad had already stopped by and left before he called me. He wasn't aware it was a social call and it was unfair of you to dump your aggro on him. I woke up at 8 am and then 9 am with the hopes of stopping by, but it didn't happen because of miscommunication. I would have called you to apologize if it weren't for the fact that I was pissed off that you would dump on my Dad. If I did that to your Mom or sister you would castrate me. How can you feel comfortable spewing such rage?

2. I was unclear on whether or not it really was okay for September to help with strike. Your exact wording of the conversation we had included the words "but if she does come, that's okay." I was under the impression that you would be uncomfortable and I made that clear to September, but we both decided to help strike go faster and hang out with our friends with the understanding that we would be respectful of your feelings. We absolutely were.

3. Nobody hung out last night. Everyone was tired and smelly from strike and I myself went to bed right after checking in with Keny.

Why do you fly off the handle like this? The last time you were upset, it turned out to be a miscommunication. This is the same thing. We can't have a friendship if you don't give me a little leeway. I've given you plenty.
I apologize for any discomfort I may have caused you. That was not my intention. However, I felt I was more than respectful to you and your feelings while at strike. I don't see what was so wrong about my presence there. I was there to help out and hang out with friends who appreciated my being there. Please explain to me what I did that was so wrong so I may avoid it in the future, but I'm not going to not live my life for you. I feel I've been more than civil to you and your feelings, so I don't understand why you're so upset at me.
I can't fucking believe that the two of you think you have the right to speak to me that way after the crap you have BOTH pulled.
I have one question for you: what is it that we've done wrong? PLEASE, explain that to me so I understand because right now I'm very confused.
I didn't want you both at strike. I told Ayrn that. I was ignored.

I am not comfortable with being around the two of you. It makes me very irritable, which you may remember from the lunch the three of us had. All I asked was for one of you to not be there, and you both came anyway. I deserve just as much respect as both of you do. If I ask for one of you to not come to an event you have no business being at anyway that wish should be respected. I will extend you the same courtesy. This is the second time I have said this, I will stay out of your way if you stay out of mine. That is meant for both of you.

Hey Darlin

Looks like you been having a rollercoaster year. Send me an email you should still have my valid emails - they havent changed - would love to chat with you or talk to you - I am still on MSN and Y! if you get on at all - on all day at work
miss ya and hope to chat with you soon


Re: Hey Darlin

Hi there! Long time no hear. I actually started a new journal after much drama ensued in this one. hit Numbat77 for all my happenings. I hope things are going well with you. For some reason you don't show up on my IM contact lists and I get an error when I try to add you.



Hmmm for some reason only half the post can be seen. I tried reloading but still same.


August 2006

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